I hate myself.. I’m hurt 
Miss you too much 😭

Is not so much your own self you should hate, this part of you is innocent.

Maybe what you should hate is your mind, or the degree of power you let your mind force upon and over your very own self,

Stubborn steadfastness to achieve goals, oh I know.

Is true you is hurt. wounding and bleeding.
คุณเป็นผู้ข่มขืนและเป็นคนที่ถูกข่มขืน แล้ววันนี้และหวังว่าวันพรุ่งนี้ไม่ได้ชีวิตต่อไปและไม่มาก

Fully self inflicted punishment on your own Soul.
เป็นความจริงที่คุณทำร้าย การกระทบกระทั่งและการตกเลือด

Wake Up..
ตื่นนอน..

Your mind is acting/forcing it self….. upon your own soul/self.
ใจของคุณกำลังทำหน้าที่ / บังคับให้ตัวเอง ….. เมื่อชีวิตของคุณเอง / ตัวเอง

You is your own rapist and the one who is being raped.
Then, Now and hopefully not tomorrow, not next life and no more.
คุณเป็นผู้ข่มขืนและเป็นคนที่ถูกข่มขืน แล้ววันนี้และหวังว่าวันพรุ่งนี้ไม่ได้ชีวิตต่อไปและไม่มาก

Your mind is not hurt at all.

The few words you continue to use, shows clearly you is not surrender, you not remove any weapons, all defences your mind has used against me (and you) for months are still being held between us, even right now you hold same same position as your real self bleeds a mess on the floor, you dare not let her speak still.

Your own mind blocks me.

hear me please.

(mind) shut up, you is wrong. Karp

Not is wrong simple determination of mind, this is after all what creates Will.

Is beyond belief, just how much you can do when you set yourself to task is also something amazing. I know one day you will get a grip on this and use it more wise, as at present you let your mind control but silly it not know what is, like your soul does. Mind is meant to be servant of your self, not over and above it.

You carry a force of will, stronger than any man, woman or child put together. (Unique and Admirable I find this quality)

Is true and what is also true this is my millionth attempt to craft the perfect letter that allows your mind to glimpse what you own soul knows already and has always just known for like forever.

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