Soul Wakes

Well after about 40 years of me being unable to find fault in any thing ever of all the endless and outlandish stories that Soul speaks. I made the decision that Soul has by default proven himself to be real.

So I decided to trust him and began documenting past existences by finding his words could flow from my hands.

So I typed what he knew as truth. This led to random blocks of words flowing out rapidly. Faster than I could type let alone make up as they came so so fast. This then I could read and in turn question, which brought about more rapid forming data blocks that brought me, his reader and writer, understandings of the story being told.

Needless to say but the truth ran deep and somehow it made sense also to what I had personally experienced, find I have talents in and feel in my current life time, which I never knew prior as something logical. It also made me aware that what I had thought before as obviously impossible to be realistic knowings that had always filled my mind as some fantasy I had made up, to be actual memories and not fantasy. Problem here was now I had to accept such classed by myself as impossible, not only as possible but true recall of past realties I had lived.

So now I am faced with being aware of how creation itself was constructed, how I personally was involved in such, how over time I had played various roles, which once I analysed and questioned all became a single road from the beginning of time itself to my life right now in this time. Not only that but I also know from my own realisation the same holds true for us all here that think we live a one minded life. I’m also made aware how I once had known as a fact was nothing but one of me, was in reality a coping mechanism that allowed me and us to entertain what is in fact truth as pure fantasy and impossible imaginations.

So now where once my life didn’t make sense and appeared random. I found in fact was all a planned road that for the first time in this lifetime am finding myself compelled to walk. To walk such road I need my wisdom onboard as little me who knew life as random events don’t have the tools or strength of abilities that such mind boggling a walk will require. I now also have been made aware after just my initial baby steps of some of the capabilities we have, when I allow this aspect that lives on after and prior to me, have a voice in the me/us in this now.

So we say ok soul let’s try to walk together rather than me just in control of all. So I begin by trying to define how we can communicate, and because I requested, I get confirmation that such is possible, which again blows one mind when now I find me as two. This first opening of communication is limited as I am yet to know what is possible, but even my limited first steps amaze, scare and fear how will I ever get anyone to comprehend what I now know. I’m also aware how strange and hard it will be for whom I may and will need to allow to perceive me enact this all as a reality whilst rejecting what was once for me, and still is others as the normal and correct way to acts.





Let me begin with a line from “Sympathy for the Devil”  by The Rolling Stones.

….Hi, pleased to meet you, hope you can guess my name….


I’m a very very old soul. In fact there isn’t much anyone has ever been that I haven’t also put on the same shoes myself and learnt all that one learns in other shoes.  I think I can share one or two of my identities that I’ve been blessed to find memories still attached   with me now in my current life, that I am having (i think) here on what you call Earth.

She (earth) has had many identities over time and what we know as true of it is so limited we don’t know enough to even barely touch the surface of what is real on this Planet.

I myself in this time usually make light of it, as I do with anything serious. I prefer to call her a Plan It. I used to call her Terra but now they start wars about such and in truth that is exactly what the wars are about. Poor Terra she’s under a lot of stress, seriously I cried just typing that so that is all I’ll be allowing me to say about that.

I’ve known her as Utopia, Pan and Earth but honestly the list is endless and although it may sound important and I should speak of such, it isn’t important as the only one time that is important ever is any Now, and what’s not important is any past or future now.

My mission with this clumping together of old Information (data blocks) is to make it into a trampoline that may help anyone who wants to bounce or reach further if they so wish. I really don’t care about it for myself, in fact self care isn’t one of my strong points. I care because things from past are with me in my today.  I carry such as emotional baggage, well most I have shoved in dusty old and forgotten lockers at departure ports that we all use when we travel in and out of physical locations in various universes. I have accumulated in different shoes a lot of love that I am fond of,  hence the endless lockers I keep, as in between adventures I love to open them up and just lay with my smelly old stuff. (again i cry)

I’m very lucky as with my real lifes work (Souls Job), I get the opportunity to accumulate positive karmic debt, so much I have now I don’t think is possible to spend or balance such amounts, but it is like most Things to me, it’s just a toy that I don’t care much for. Here on this current Plan It, this life for me is a rare (very) Holiday. I not need do anything all my life except same as all do here. I still work for Caesar’s dollar to survive as unfortunate for me no physical bank will accept my Karmic checks, in fact here the balances are not looked at, it is only on entry and exit such is important, as it regulates what stamp one can try to collect on their passport or next adventure.

To not have to work well for me its very weird as I never really done this holiday thing before or been a place where I don’t have a set role or mission to complete and life here well I be polite as its your home so lets just say “mmm yes very nice, do you know what time the show finishes, I got a plane (dimension) I would like to catch.”

Let me add this here to add a bit of clarity. I work for money, as is normal here but when I say I don’t have to work I’m on holiday, I speak from my souls perspective. I know you all are likely to think that your job is at the supermarket, or your a lawyer or I am going to college so I may… but believe me or not I know and so does parts of yourself it isn’t your real job and it is not what you are actually doing. In fact who you believe you are (you would say know) is not who you are, oh you are all so so much more.

Most are here to learn of how to deal best with the gifts and dilemmas of life in a free will construct. It takes much past success to be granted entry to any Free Will Dimension and it a proud moment in any souls life to gain such. A successful mission to earn the universal widely valued and desired stamp that allows a soul not just entry but exit and reentry to free will plane creations isn’t a easy game, its probably one of the trickiest.

To come here and get out without racking up a pile of karmic debt is not usually something that takes one lifetime, in fact most here have been stuck for a longer periods of time that anyone could imagine. Lets just say more than many many lifetimes and if you want idea of how long that is, lets say relative to how long is many many then Dinosaurs and cave men were walking the street yesterday..

One last thing let me explain that I care about what others feel as once you yourself know a feeling then you can feel anyone whom feels such, by choice all you need to is look. Others feelings are what’s most important to me, I don’t care about myself here, I prefer other shoes than these Earth boots. In fact these boots I can’t wait to take of as they are darn heavy and I already own several well worn pairs, but I don’t want miss the show either.

Anyway back to story.. like I was saying, I spent up big and got a ticket here to watch the biggest show in all the known universes. Really its the hottest most anticipated play ever yet in any of the known Universes, its been booked out for eons already, hence why the place may seem a little fuller than most times in history.

I just say all above as It may help understanding my holiday pictures and why I have such shit on some of my boots that I wont be cleaning away as honestly I love the smell of old memories that I find in such. So now let me attempt to move on to the point of what is driving me to spend hours looking at old shoes in the closet and clearing the dust and attempt to shine what may still shine, and where shit still sticks, no worry I have some great lumps that I will tell you all about.

In my current Plan It earth life I’m rather shy but I was born with the shyness in place for good reason. If this shy reserved part of me was not then I wouldn’t be humble, I be too confident, cocky, domineering, dangerous and arrogant. This isn’t a guess, its a knowing.

I be this way as I am born knowing earth ropes and ways already, I am not here as most are, to learn how to deal with having Free Will. I have little desire for ownership of things, I work and earn, I don’t seek marriage or kids, I don’t want and purposely avoid anything that gives me a permanent attachment here.

I have a fear about one night as I had broken a long relationship that was causing me more pain than pleasure, but I was invited after, one Valentines day to come and share dinner and movie with my past lover. I was missing sex, so I was glad for the invite.

All was good and as is normal we ended up in bed, as I came part of me knew I just been done over and my blood was trapped, that part was very aware instantly and now very wide eyed and furious as I knew she would be pregnant from sex we were in the middle of having, I didn’t need think about it, nor was it some a fear I was having, I knew instantly!

I jump off and said what the F**k did you just do!??. I didn’t need explain my questioning subconscious or the sudden end of our love making to get the answer, she was well aware of the game that was just played out. Well part of her was at least, as my question was instant and full of force as was her instant reply, “well if I can’t have you, I will have your baby !!”

At the time it was an instant knowing she stole my seed on purpose to create with, later ones normal conscious takes hold and advises that is crazy, that can’t be known, you must be dreaming on goes life. Some months later I see her and she’s large obviously pregnant, we talk of it and she says she not sure who father such is. Later she had/has the child but someone else is on certificate and as far as all know thats that. I myself don’t ponder it usually as my little me brain says who knows, and hopes I was dreaming. In truth it was not a dream its a nightmare and I know.

I don’t know what that’s done to my karmic ties here as I’m well aware that having a child ties one to this place, its like a torch if I myself don’t get to end of race and complete obstacle course earth, my blood takes the batten and now runs, and blood I have here even if I cleared the course already, if all of my blood doesn’t then my blood can not depart this dimensional plane that earth sits on.

Anyway I tell myself I can’t know until I get back to departure port but I know I will need to sort it. I fear I maybe be stuck and forced back here and will need clear my bloods karma from this dimensions surface before I may be released for departure to the dimension where I booked already to go, and was going after my holiday here was done.

Clearing the blood isn’t what fears me, I’ve done such many times here as I’ve been here many times in many times. What I don’t like is having to again incarnate and have another life here. I can’t clear the blood now as it is still incarnated and potentially creating debts or attachments. He may reproduce himself and spill more blood, I can’t know until the lines been drawn and the roads are driven. The idea of a needing to incarnate again here is my worst nightmare or fear.

It doesn’t look or feel good, there is like a customs division or council that can enforce or adjust things like lost passports and mistakes or advise on travel plans, same crew that do the next life planning with you and they do the debriefs on arrivals and departures, maybe you can faintly remember the review of last life and the tally of debts. It’s a bit like a hotel check out really, in time one learns don’t drink from the mini bar as you will need to settle accounts after, such is normal and we all deal with them when getting on or off planes at inter-dimensional ports. They may see their way to be able to something but is nothing I can see for me to do now. All I know is it not great news and now let me bury it again and get on with story.

I lived all my life with what I can carry, I can let go of anything I have found here without a tear or concern for it, although I’m attached to Rossi leather boots, smokes and lighters. I refuse to own things except these and basic clothes and some comforts as to me I’m on holiday, just visiting. I do work 9-5 like most do, so I appear normal but behind that front is old memories that I don’t share, in fact this is the first anyone has ever heard any of what rattles in these old bones. Well first time heard by current souls with Earth boots here incarnated.




My Current Real Job

Life here now well I rather not bother, to me I know more, other and different. What I see here, how we all are, what we value, all this threw my eyes well it far from what in my perception seen as something good or pleasurable, but I’m spoiled brat. I been many places and I like what I like, if you all have seen and felt what my soul has, you too would wake up without the greatest joy when each morning you realise, yup I am here.

I’m not upset about being here, I’m more in shock what in time has become of her as I do know other times here, far far back, this place once was beautiful in fact it was even called Utopia, compared to Utopia, this is a rubbish dump and compared to Pan there’s no magic, but earth is the same physical location just a different time, a different now. I choose to come, maybe it’s true I already choose when and how to exit. Maybe we all do.

Please don’t be offended with me calling this a rubbish dump, you know if you live in nice suburb, then you go to the crap side of town and you must live there, you don’t look at your new home and say ahh I love it here, you just want go to what you believe, think of, have decided as better. True be it too, If you never knew of the good suburb you would probably love your home, until one day you see what’s over the fence.


Earth was always the most sticky of puzzles to crack or work out. I don’t think I ever got stuck.

 I instantly first wrote and now have amended that I had never been stuck here..

I halt this story and we pause so I can explain a few things as I can’t from here be sure if that’s true and this problem I have been dealing with for a while, this lack of physical proof is like another of worst nightmares coming true. I’m trying here to speak of times and places where parts of me have been and where the parts of me have not!

This body I type with, the conscious mind that drives here, what I or what is common to call or label as me who is in body and works 9-5  bla bla, was born and knows forty plus years history, and what I’ve read or seen on television. That is me, the conscious guy.

Within me I find is another consciousness, another me that I feel, my emotions I think are from this aspect. This part that I am always sitting with, although he lives in what you may say is like a imaginary box that I keep a lid on. This Inside of me, one of me, he has ideas and knowledge that flows and runs deep, the stories he tells me are out of this world and beyond this planet and total absolutely beyond belief but I have a skill. or so I’m told. I’m a system buster in another life and what great about that is this conscious me who has no direct memory of being this, has the skill set of a system buster.

(one of the best, I’m told I’m known to be)

It seems subconscious skills are what me in this life was born with and have control over. So I’ve spent over forty years using my skills testing this part of me that appears impossible and crazy and beyond belief. Look for ages its like you think, nope you know, your heads cracked. I probably more than most find it hard to believe anything ever unless I myself have done it and I learnt too, over I guess many lifetimes is best not to take someone’s word, better you prove stuff to yourself with your own hands and eyes. So I need proof from one aspect of me to another, now the concept of physical proof cant be given from something that exists beyond the physical, so I can’t ask for show me your Id or show me a file or sign here and declare, so it been a long test in fact I am only nearly believing myself now and to be honest, I demanded physical proof for a long time knowing it wasn’t possible, to save me from needing to accept the weight of my souls experiences. I’m on guard, analysing every tiny bit and after so many years, I can’t prove it isn’t right, in fact I can say I’ve have tried and tried to find a floor in all the wild stories and I can’t fault any of it. In fact much to my disbelief and amazement it all lines up, my skills, my intuition, my life, my luck, my likes and desires every little thing that conscious me typing away knows first hand lines up with wild impossible and crazy souls stories. I no proof but still not ever, even just a little, can I fault this darn wild hard to believe aspect that lives as part of me.

So what to do… I need trust it.. see where it goes.. I in truth am very limited in caparison, can’t say I know much myself about how the world began or why its the way it is for my forty odd years but I know. In fact I know so much, I used to think I was wise with my mind that operates fast and has intuition so sharp that to others I’ve always been able to appear wise as I can solve, fix or find the answer to pretty much anything, and I can normally answer a question before someone even asks. In truth I get help from soul, all I do is ask or make up the question and then I like magic find I can come up with  the answer. See the answer I don’t make, I find answers, once I investigated this and I found it is true that I don’t say the answer is, nor did it make sense to make up a question if I already know the answer. I come up with answers, I just form a question and soon as I form it, the answer comes up to me from someplace, someplace is Soul. I come up with Souls answer.

I just have this life but his skills, memories, emotions and likes, so much is shared I know it all as me but I also know I speaking from me who will die, my body, my conscious typing skilled man will pass but I wont die, the me with the memories and emotions of forever.

Ok so I diverted and explained what I hope defines what a me is, what we all are. I same as you all, well so far it seems I am the same as you. I cant be 100% sure as I’ve not first hand be you. But for my years of watching the you’s and me’s, yup we same. See what I’m like, I need clarity, a lot!

(99% chance, no data proving otherwise, still under test)

As I’ve said already, you learn over time you can’t take someone’s word or opinion and think you know a thing about it, there only one way to know what is or isn’t and that’s first hand. You need to do it, then you may know. Even then you don’t know, even after you just do it for the 189 time. You just know what was then at that time when you do it, always things change and if you do something again you learn stuff you missed, the temperature of the left toe or some stupid detail you never considered turns out to be the point that if you change it, on that day was the point that made the difference on that day and gave you the result you were trying to get.

I add  the “on that day  clause stuff as I explain because so many many many times I have declared I know how it is or I know the way this works, then I go and explain with such confidence that this is the way or I may even say this is best way ever ever ever. In time I been learning that always what I once thought was the answer changes, always new ways, different ways, more to it. Always!

Is like super natural and obvious to me as I listen, walk and feel, myself as two. I understand such is unheard and inconceivable, foreign and impossible sounding to most if not all. The biggest problem is you all seem to know or better maybe if I say you only accept that you are one aspect, Fred the painter or what ever. I get that me too for the longest time didn’t accept me as two as I didn’t want this to be true, I didn’t expect my subconscious to pass the testing, for the longest time I kept Soul in a box, used him when I needed but really didn’t accept he existed nor did I accept was anything but one of me inside myself. Now although he still shoved in a box the lids is left open a little as I begin to see how I managed to deny this rather large aspect a voice. Now as I grow to accept Soul as a part of myself, I find I’m up the creek with an turbo charged inboard motor, as Soul does pass every test, it all begins to make logical sense, this life and what was before this life. Here hold the paddles I don’t think I need them, and hopefully by the time I finished either will you.

What I carry is not easy thing to accept, Its far from what they taught me at school. Hard to accept is an understatement, just wait as I not even started to explain how true that is, but we will try every step of the way to be as clear as we can. I guess I carry a lot of something’s I learnt long ago, in other places and times far from where I now sit and type. I can say for sure is not stuff I learnt or was educated to know here this life. Most learn what they know from being educated and schools and books read and the experience of the days of this life had so far. Its also true that I know I like to show myself in my best light as I presume we all do. So believe me I am reasonably wise and in all this am attempting to be clear and precise as I explain truths I am failing to fault.

Now what I speak of in all this is from my emotional subconscious I guess, but that aspect can’t type so as me the conscious guy sitting here does the typing. I become wise that I’m not so wise, really I’m the wise ones secretary who was not around any of this. I have lived with listening to the memories and voice of my deeper knowing aspect so much sometimes I convince myself I’m the boss and not the secretary. I’m not sure whats correct to call it, subconscious fits as it below and under control of conscious me who is having a lifetime. I myself refer to it as Soul but that’s nearly correct so also wrong and so I need to define that too. Ahhhh 🙂

Ok back to defining things as I need to label or call or label this many life time memory aspect that is part of me now, something other than a me as there’s me and a me that will leave typing me one day and continue on.

(I presume as I first hand haven’t done that)

I call it my subconscious or Soul

Soul from what I learnt, it seems we separate at death, maybe too each night we sleep, again I can’t be sure as I not awake during such. Soul will discard ( I presume ) my/our/this body and his typing skill brain man (me) at death.

Soul just lets go of his vessel me, he may have another, I’m told this is correct, so instead of being a union of soul and me, I become Soul attached to a non physical body for use navigating the sees (spelling as see rather than sea done purposely) of non and other physical realms and planes, hard to say for sure, but in that vehicle if I looked at this one and compared, I think I choose the other. I’m not sure and can’t tell you for sure until I once again read the manual, but it sounds fantastic, sorry but I checked and is no brochures Soul has made for me to share of this other body, he gave me one example of it and he said to drive all he need do is put the key in and mind where he wants to go and he’s there. Flash Car I said, he said is more aptly called a Vessel that he boards and drives.:)

Ok enough defining for now let’s jump off this plan it and to my current job memories.


System Buster

I have spent many lifetimes here, nearly as many as some of the Original Souls who got stuck when they come here on missions to save the very first Souls who also got stuck when they came to protect Terra or earth from free will corruptions being introduced so many eons ago.

I’m told I am known in other places as a system buster, my skill is to finds cracks and ways that are not known. Impossible, Can’t and Must, they are my Church bells…or what drives and inspires me. I no room for these words for as anytime I hear them or have investigated what was claimed as an impossible, or a can’t or even a must, I have found the can’t to be a can if or a I don’t think I can, the impossible turns into well it was impossible if, or well I thought it look impossible so I didn’t try, and must dos.. well that’s someone opinion not necessarily a real thing or line drawn if one choose not to accept it as a must be, or a have to.

(Funny enough same is true of little typing secretary me.)

They send me always to where my brothers have already failed more than a few times. I (I am led to believe) only get the jobs that are classed as Impossible, no one else gets these ones as once they listed as impossible, either I crack them open and free my lost brothers or if I fail that system will be listed for destruction.

As I said the only jobs I get excited for are the impossible ones. Every time as I depart, there is row upon row of shaking heads, upon the ones who already went and failed, it is them I ask if they tried and used my theories that can’t fail that I have proven so many times work and are correct, always, everywhere. They say, yes they tried but they not work on this type of system, we need some other tool designed for this place. They say I head toward a known impossible way with my impossible to be correct theories.

I am sent missions and each time they just result in showing my theories are correct to all and the many who doubt my theory’s of everything. I Know my theories are correct. They been used by me every time in what was said as a can’t be done. I know such works always in all places. Even in all places that such doesn’t exist, again and again I prove once again my theories are correct. In time this way of living is an already known way and I become bored and frustrated as every time I have been sent to find the way when all before me can’t hear* it used… I know that that’s exactly the place where many cracks appear…. listen for these if you grow tired of going the same way and end up with the same results.

*(I say hear, to me it looks like me doing a typing error, Soul advises me not to fix my typing error as it isn’t one)*

We (Soul said change it to We….. then just adding this in brackets I’m told isn’t good enough….. so I change first word of this sentence from I’m to We are)….  We are throwing another pause in here as I like to explain live what is occurring,…. me, being who I am said, “this isn’t good enough”…. I requested that we should have a better way to know, as I was concerned about me just believing me in my head.

Soul touches me like a cool breeze, I cry and find I hug myself but it’s soul hugging me with my arms. We establish contact, I find I put out my arms and say ok soul lift right arm up if you can hear me, he does, I do many tests, he passes, I now have a basic way of asking yes or no questions that I use when I doubt my own words or voice inside…

Again lets get back to story….

Apparently many of my missions have been on earth, in times long before our history speaks of, some are other dimensions, some are in other universes, planes or planets. I’m told on earth it is rare to get send in on a mission and to make it back out. I’m told in fact is few that make it out, most that try have been stuck here is this system of control for such a very long time, so long ago that all have forgot life ever existed for them before it.  I am also told that I am some expert in getting in and out of here and have already have tested the best ways for getting in and out of earths sticky environment where just about all that is clings.

I will leave talk of system buster life now, I’m bored with talking about it and I’ve shared enough to give you my reader some idea about that once upon a time.




This quick one, Soul he hears each word before it is spoken, he see all actions before they begin, he can see ahead in time, and back in time. I recently learnt he can change things in a past and also can move ahead to what is yet to be. Yes, can modify what will be in time even before its time is due and yes he can change what was after it occurs. This I still grasp to comprehend, to me this is fascinating as it new, and I devour new, I can never have enough newness, where most cling to what is known already or was. I guess it is more standard way for most to cling to what they think they know best. I myself prefer to go past this and enjoy putting my toes into what ever I believe I don’t know.

I also find some things I do that seem different than most, I find I’m not one who goes after or will chase things. I no need or desire to be one in control. I bank on wind blowing by chance what I may need in my tomorrows. I don’t really plan anything, this story isn’t planned it just became, it started from Soul and me writing pages and pages of disconnected information that we been weaving together since as a story. I sure do a lot of daydream building but plans although they maybe good for reference I don’t do, but do what you want, I just explain here my truths or ways I get my latest best results from.

I limit appointments to one day ahead, If times right or if something is correct or meant to be then room will open for me to have or access it.

I have never once have tried to save money, in fact I do the opposite. I try to make sure each month any excess is used before more arrives.

I don’t budget or schedule.

My best plan is always no plan. I dream often but walk with no plan.

I think aiming for set in stone goals creates weight, wait and delays. Dream goals will come close when their time is ripe. In fact they seem to knock on ones door.

This is all second nature to me.

I was born with these odd ways of navigating life and I’m super stubborn and can’t be told. Many times as I grew up I was told such ways are irresponsible, but it’s my way and I don’t change my way until such times as I see for myself my way as wrong. No matter how many times others may say that’s wrong and regardless of the ways all know or think as correct.

So now let’s continue…. Lets jump to the beginning of time itself… that Soul whispers to me often about.


Memories from the early days of Creation.

(The wonder years)

I not one to give up and eventually I went back to the original building blocks we first formed that sparked life into our creations and applied what I expected and thought was a one time forever fix to the reoccurring problems that we found in time forming.

First we noticed just the tiniest of cracks forming over time in all of creation.

As time went on, little cracks that we didn’t consider a big deal and accepted as normal part of the effects of time on life caused us to grow more and more concerned as these cracks became bigger and bigger, these cracks then become giant holes in the foundation of all life.

Then we kept noticing all kinds of unexpected life forms inside our creations. Life that didn’t seem to even have the basic skills needed to survive and flourish without outside help grew in number.

We now had Life forms who only purpose seemed to destroy life. They were prospering and growing in numbers by taking away and stealing the life of other forms.

Life forms we never even designed now became part of creation. “Bugs” we called this new life form we did not design, that now infested everything.

We noticed in every little crack, more and more bugs, each generation seemed bigger and even more destructive to all we had created.

In the beginning we only knew of life and forever, death was not even an idea. We had no word for death and it shocked us. In time, death became as real and common as life itself. We lost more life from our creations, every day we discovered more death.

Where once we only pondered ways of making new, more complex versions of life, now we became for the first time ever afraid of life itself.

Fear and loss were born.

Concern for life, this too was new as once was no such thing as concern, wrong or worry. Once we didn’t know how valuable a thing we had, now we forever miss that time when forever and never ending was standard and all that we knew.

For the first time such things as fear, anti life, stealing, death, sickness, invade, scum, loss, destruction, ruin, disease, dominate, attack, virus, and deformed were known or became.

Much was becoming real to us. 

Life and creation once brought us nothing but endless joy, now it became a drama, a problem, and still it is hard to even look inside creation, as nothing now is barely recognizable or formed as we originally designed it to be.

These original blocks are known as the foundation, the beginning that give rise to all life, all that ever was created, then and still now sits upon these original blocks.

Wow is all can say! Its here pretty much untouched and the same as my hands spun it from Souls word as I no real modern day reference to analyse its truth. It came all at once and at pace and the clarity in it once I read what I wrote amazed me. Soul is either a fantastic story teller or he been threw some wow times.



The aspects and splits I am becoming aware of, that are known and existing for real in me and my daily life. I see same in all of us. I’m not made different, is same box as everyone else. Two legs, Two arms, same standard operating system. I want to say also as we all split into two separate awareness, I want to say maybe there is three, but I just use my weird humor and say we all have one to free separate awareness.

I’ve learnt some of the tricks of how I have refined the art of deceiving myself into a endless illusion of oneness that does not exist. I see clearly the same deceptions played out in others.

This is old old news to me is very apparent, once I may of wanted to force aspects in others to separate corners and then ask a few questions. To force realization is more than one inside you. I battle myself pretty hard, so when I try take same arguments outside and work them onto others, it usually gets pretty hostile. Hopping mad I can make anyone who’s ears I aim. I can load words like bullets, and I not found anyone ever who walk as I do. (Update 1/3/2015 I have now)

I don’t usually bother shoot, push or corner aspects of anyone outside of myself, I once did, I guess I was a bit scary and the inner parts of people knew damn well stay clear of this one, he loaded gun, he can wound and upset our balance we try so hard to keep.

Its as clear as can be to me, doubt about is long gone. I don’t need test the theory, that’s I’ve done many times. All I may do now is leave a clue, drop hints, maybe send quick flashes of understanding, maybe I expose a truth that is up front but totally covered and its owner had never considered that anyone outside of them self can see the growing covered up trash pile of stuff that not fit inside what they know of them self. I tend to answer people before they ask, after I leave I hope they wonder, how he do that.

Nothing is alone, nothing is one, once you past nothing, one is no more, Everything is, All or nothing, is no other ways. One is a step, one is the very first step, let go of the step one, nothing to fear, let go of the step, let go of this idea that your nothing, or your just one and let go too while your at it that one day one will come as your here but asleep. In fact we are probably more awake when we are sleeping.

Most times if I need to make some truth appear I just peel away a bit of bullshit and put a mark, put a scratch or small rip in the top covering of someone’s belief, not enough to force the truth, but enough to say, hey maybe look here. I know as I put a scratch in someone’s known truth they will run most times to cover the leak. They must or their nice little reality will start to break down.

Here I will end this but I drop these little hints to let you ponder your oneness illusions. All are sure they are one, all are probably sure this text has become delusional, part of you probably right now is fighting not to be noticed, part will fight this text, part of you knows this, part of you exists too that you can’t accept. All these parts are aware of each other, but as you think you are but one, they work together as best they able as if they one so not to disturb your wish.

So let me begin here to show you hopefully some guidance that may open the way to your own realization that you are not one. Not that I think a realization is what’s required as I think we already know, I think more we need to corner our aspects and prove without doubt truths as we don’t hear as we have fingers in  our ears, we have blocked our own way from seeing the light of day.

I used to think I was clever as I could come up with just about any answer to any question, I think it is funny how we don’t say answer is.. , we say I come up with an answer. Humor me and look at this. I come up WITH answers. That implies more than one as we say with. I know I make questions and come up WITH answers.. I come up with answers from Soul.

Or how about when you think to your self.. You think TO your self, again is a sign of more than one.

Or the alarm goes off, you lie in bed and inside your own head you go, oh I should get up now…who are you speaking? To your self I speaks! Again not just one here.

Even you start forget is all lie and fall blissfully unaware that all you know how to do is form a question and faster than you could click your fingers up comes the exact answer.. dada.. I’m clever you proudly claim to anyone listening, if not you say to even your self omg i am magic, you may even hear someone clapping, wait am I talking myself, no stop that, people will think I must be crazy.

How many times do you turn your head look at just the right time at whatever, like I just did then to see a spider in a direction I was not looking or you may think of someone and they ring, or you ring someone and they say oh I was going to ring you. You sense and feel more than is possible with just the little one you who you think is all there is in you.

Or how about…..I should start putting some thought into Fred’s birthday in June, um whats the date… oh yes same as Clair’s the 6th June. wow lucky I remembered that …. Remembered from where, just pops in your head, from where, oh you say it just came from nowhere? Just pops into your head from out of the blue, well least you admit it pops or comes and wasn’t something you made up, or found.

Lets try this, if you think about something, you question its angles, looks, aspects, and history.  You who you say you are, has no information here, somehow information arises within you as you form a question or query. Somewhere someone works on an answer to your question, you would not form a question if you knew answer, you form it to discover an answer, somehow like magic, you with little awareness gets perfect answer that just floats on up in to your head. You knowing full well that the answer just comes from no place, you know just from within you it comes, it happens so fast and so often, you never think about it more than, think question, receive answer, maybe on a blue moon you be amazed at how great your answers are when they appear, but true is it too there is no moon that may come that will make you admit, all you ever did was make up a question and you were given and received an answer.

In truth I think we all know but is far easier to close eyes to all that deep stuff and just mind own business, play secretary to soul/self and stick to what is known. Stay with the plan as without it things get a little too crazy and we sure don’t want others to think we weird or different.

There is no end or beginnings is only ever mores.



You may draw a line and say this is the starting line.. off they go and as they approach the finish line… Some line different view.

Or if they different places and isn’t a circular race, I ask where are you after you are past the finishing line, or where were you as you approached the start?

A round an a round and around

(many times)


Nicky. Nicky. Nar. Nar.


Do you know now who I am?

Is Easy Sherlock

Elementary dear Watson?

I’m everywhere. I am that giant

Element In the Room!

That no one can see.


Lets Begin Again

Love is

Like a flower that has perfume you smell it or pass it by.

That flower is for everybody and for the one who takes trouble to breathe it deeply and look at it with delight.

Whether one is very near in the garden or very far away, it is the same to the flower because it is still full of that perfume and therefore it is sharing it with everybody.



Love is something that is new, fresh, alive.

It has no yesterday or tomorrow.

It is beyond the turmoil of thought.

It is only the innocent mind that knows what love is,

and the innocent mind can live in the world which is not innocent.

Girls can do anything!

What is love, the word is so loaded and corrupted that I hardly like to use it.

Everyone talks of love, every magazine and newspaper talks of everlasting love.

I love my Country, I love pleasure, I love my wife, I love God….

Is love an idea?, If it is it can be cultivated, nourished, cherished, pushed around, twisted in any way you like.

When you say you love your wife. In that love is involved sexual pleasure,

the pleasure to have someone in the house to look after your kids, to cook, you depend on her,

she has given you her body, her emotions, her encouragement, a certain feeling of security of well being.

Then she turns away from you, she gets bored or goes off with someone else, and you entire emotional balance is destroyed,

and this disturbance, which you don’t like is called jealousy.

There is pain in it, anxiety, hate and violence.

So what you are really saying is..

‘as long as you belong to me I love you but the moment you don’t I begin to hate you.

As long as I can rely on you to satisfy my demands, sexual and otherwise, I love you,

but the moment you cease to supply what I want I don’t like you.’

heart-fractal-fire by Le9ion at Photobucket

This belonging to another, being psychologically nourished by another,

depending on another – in all this there must always be anxiety, fear, jealousy, guilt, and so long as there is fear, there is no love,

a mind ridden with sorrow will never know what love is, sentimentality and emotionalism have nothing whatsoever to do with love,

so love is not to do with pleasure and desire.

Love is not the product of thought (which is the past).

Thought cannot possibly cultivate love. Love is not hedged about and caught in jealousy, for jealousy is of the past

. Love is always active present. It is not ‘I will love’ or ‘I have loved’

If you know love you will not follow anybody.

Love does not obey.


When you love there is neither respect or disrespect.

. In this torn desert world there is no love because pleasure and desire play the greatest roles,

yet without love your daily life has no meaning, and you cannot have love if there is no beauty.

Beauty is not something you see – not a beautiful tree, a beautiful picture, or a beautiful woman.

There is beauty only when your heart and mind know what love is.

Without love and that sence of beauty there is no virtue,

and you know very well that do what you will, improve society, feed the poor,

you will only be creating more mischief, for without love there is only ugliness and poverty in your own heart and mind.

But when there is love and beauty,

whatever you do is right,

whatever you do is in order.

If you know how to love,

then you can do what you like because it will solve all other problems.

A mind that is seeking is not a passionate mind and to come upon love without seeking it is the only way to find it

– to come upon it unknowingly and not as the result of any effort or experience.

Such a love, you will find, is not of time, such a love is both personal and impersonal,

is both the one and the many .


To find this extra-ordinary thing which man has sought endlessly through sacrifice,

via worship, through relationship, through sex, through every form of pleasure and pain,

is only possible when thought comes to understand itself and comes naturally to an end. Then love has no opposite, then love has no conflict.

But you don’t know how to come to this extra-ordinary fount – so what do you do?

If you don’t know what to do, you do nothing, don’t you?

absolutely nothing.

Then inwardly you are completely silent.

Do you understand what that means?

It means you are not seeking

not wanting,

not pursuing

 there is no center at all.

Then there is love



I Spy With My Little I

Truth from our I

(version of my concept of I as at 25/4/2008)



I know myself to be fake, I’m always acting a act of my thoughts about who I should be and how I wish to be perceived.


Fear and Desire are the main causes for all actions. It should be Love of one and other.


I am many, every and no body.


You are only being as you think you are at any moment. In any moment you could act out who I know you to be.


I am here why are you there, I cannot get any closer, I am within you, waiting for you, to come close to me


I don’t speak, but all your words and thoughts are from I.


Who I am is banished to self talk only.

Action (acts) takes place between me and my selves’ (elves)


 (Things happen because elves everywhere are being instructed)


You think of yourself from your own collection of experiences you have accumulated of yourself.


You’re acting out visions you hold on to from our past.


I am free from matter as you have known yourself to be also.


Whenever your endless chatter ceases you speak with me. I am within you, I am you as much or as little as you wish.


You feel and you forget me and deny me and I feel for you.


Before you there was nothing to feel.


 E-motion is the result of thought in action with matter.


You are your and my pasts. Get beyond them, take our understandings forgive our mistakes and move on.


Greatest Overall Demand

Mind doesn’t know the answer to it’s own first questions..

Who am I ?

 Where is God ?

What do I do ?

Off our mind runs….


 very lost….

 Taking our heart, body and soul with it.

Your heart it knows all the answers

It would love nothing more than to give them to you

 If you’d only allow it

so please relearn

to just BE.

(as a child this was natural for us all)

BE feeling

from your heart first

body next.

(that’s acting on feelings)

Mind shouldn’t act

it learns.

it doesn’t look

it gets to see!

 Mind gets to understand after the “act of life” that you are! 


God is your heart

 Every heart in everyone is the Creator.

 We just get in our own way with our minds eye!

 Set minds eye aside and be 110% heart.

 That means Hearts vision

 Let Heart guide your days.

Allow Heart’s feelings to control our lives

without a thought.

images (1)

Place your mind aside

that means ego away.

Heart controls

mind waits for instruction from heart.

 Heart is fully totally honest in every word.

No modification or caution is required by mind.

 You will learn from your own heart.

Mind will be educated!


Be Kind to your own self.


Is 2 things that is unique in us from every other life form. We have a voice and a creative mind. Most of the time we miss even our own thoughts, stop doing that, catch them in the act.

Check they are words your creator would like to hear you saying. Speak only words that would make your God (in any form) smile. Imagine he could hear you when you speak to thyself.

Most often is a million negative thoughts about others but even more so about our own selves playing like some endless scratched record. Stop it. Stop the attack going on in your own mind.

That’s all you need to do. The rest takes will take care of itself.

Not so easy to still the nagging internal chatter, the one most apparent when you shower and lay to rest. Its been with you all your life and has never shut up for barely a moment.

Try to catch each and every negative conversation you have, especially the ones nobody but yourself hears. Stop the words before you lose your mind and babble on.

Stop having these negative thoughts, you can do it.

They spring up endlessly and invade your natural peace, they seem to come from no place.

Use force to help you evict them from your consciousness. NO don’t hit yourself in the head, rather make a simple short personal sentence of how you would like to see your self being and replace each negative thought with such sentence.

If you can change you mind the world you and I see will also be changed.

The road to the better place is within your own mind and the only blockage is there as well.

Remove it.

Rize up from within.


belly button

Aristophanes states that humans originally had four arms, four legs, and a single head made of two faces. He continues that there were three genders: man, woman and the “Androgynous”. Each with two sets of genitalia with the Androgynous having both male and female genitalia. The men were children of the sun, the women were children of the earth and the Androgynous were children of the moon, which was born of the sun and earth. It is said that humans had great strength at the time and threatened to conquer the gods. The gods were then faced with the prospect of destroying the humans with lightning as they had done with the Titans but then they would lose the tributes given to the gods by humans. Zeus developed a creative solution by splitting humans in half as punishment for humanity’s pride and doubling the number of humans who would give tribute to the gods. These split humans were in utter misery to the point where they would not eat and would perish so Apollo had sewn them up and reconstituted their bodies with the navel being the only remnant harkening back to their original form. It is said that when the two find each other, there is an unspoken understanding of one another, that they feel unified and would lay with each other in unity and would know no greater joy than that.


I hate myself.. I’m hurt 
Miss you too much 😭

Is not so much your own self you should hate, this part of you is innocent.

Maybe what you should hate is your mind, or the degree of power you let your mind force upon and over your very own self,

Stubborn steadfastness to achieve goals, oh I know.

Is true you is hurt. wounding and bleeding.
คุณเป็นผู้ข่มขืนและเป็นคนที่ถูกข่มขืน แล้ววันนี้และหวังว่าวันพรุ่งนี้ไม่ได้ชีวิตต่อไปและไม่มาก

Fully self inflicted punishment on your own Soul.
เป็นความจริงที่คุณทำร้าย การกระทบกระทั่งและการตกเลือด

Wake Up..

Your mind is acting/forcing it self….. upon your own soul/self.
ใจของคุณกำลังทำหน้าที่ / บังคับให้ตัวเอง ….. เมื่อชีวิตของคุณเอง / ตัวเอง

You is your own rapist and the one who is being raped.
Then, Now and hopefully not tomorrow, not next life and no more.
คุณเป็นผู้ข่มขืนและเป็นคนที่ถูกข่มขืน แล้ววันนี้และหวังว่าวันพรุ่งนี้ไม่ได้ชีวิตต่อไปและไม่มาก

Your mind is not hurt at all.

The few words you continue to use, shows clearly you is not surrender, you not remove any weapons, all defences your mind has used against me (and you) for months are still being held between us, even right now you hold same same position as your real self bleeds a mess on the floor, you dare not let her speak still.

Your own mind blocks me.

hear me please.

(mind) shut up, you is wrong. Karp

Not is wrong simple determination of mind, this is after all what creates Will.

Is beyond belief, just how much you can do when you set yourself to task is also something amazing. I know one day you will get a grip on this and use it more wise, as at present you let your mind control but silly it not know what is, like your soul does. Mind is meant to be servant of your self, not over and above it.

You carry a force of will, stronger than any man, woman or child put together. (Unique and Admirable I find this quality)

Is true and what is also true this is my millionth attempt to craft the perfect letter that allows your mind to glimpse what you own soul knows already and has always just known for like forever.

Rules (from gothictypus)

I don’t know THE way.

I been learning there is always another way and is never one way only.

Whatever I know for sure isn’t ever sure as later it changes, but I will say for sure that I know things.

Everything I ever knew, always changes (usually right at most embarrassing moment possible)

…..This gets me so much, as I’m sure of so much from ways once walked but always much to my disgust, ways change, so if you need be correct, never just do as I often do and expect same result. Keep ears open.

I hate being wrong, but do the same thing the same way enough times, you will find that way you once knew as the best of the best ways ever ever wasn’t the best way, was just the way it was once.

Past is great for reference only.

Ideas wear thin after a while. Eventually Ideas seem to break down.

No logic for this but it is a known and beyond doubt.

Just because a reason can’t be found doesn’t mean a working method is wrong.

When no solution can be found that doesn’t mean there is no solution! It just proves more understanding needs to be learnt. Or/And current understanding is incomplete and limited. I find errors are in original understandings requiring corrections that have slight errors or there is code corruptions someplace usually nearly correct definitions being built upon leaking life to unexpected places in constructs.

Adding or More is not a permanent solution to anything ever.

(no logic, 95% sure.)

Anything added later in time always creates problems later. These are great for rapid temp fix but don’t think it’s a permanent fix.

(adding stuff is my superglue.)

Super Glue isn’t super or even glue in time.

Revisit Solved Problems and Refresh Working Ideas.

All Ideas On Any Systems Wear.

What was exact once upon a time, wont be exact at some other time.

On my best day I only can be close as I can to nearly perfect for that day.

Use Daydream Planning. Test, look and listen and learn to follow even crazy ideas of hearts voice in all Constructions.

It’s important to stop thinking all is known. Stop and listen to internal flows.

Be very aware of external non connected coincidental pure chance happenings. Data results show these ideas as near perfect, although they defy any logic.

(My current understanding is that this is contact with the forces of life itself.)

All definite conclusions that are without doubt and nothing more can be understood are never definite and is always more yet not seen.

Test and try unknown ways on the already known.

The most impossible conclusion that has no logic and makes no sense has shown to be where perfection or ultimate truth lives.

(If you need direction, head this way.)

The Solution to all is always staring you in the face.

Open Eyes …. Is solution found?

If No … Close Eyes.



Open Eyes.

(Repeat if necessary.)

(If results are not found with first hour, time may be saved by a routine check for blind to the obvious.)

The above idea although deployed as universal fix doesn’t appear to be in use.

Calculations reveal this idea should be used on all issues, current data is limited to my personal use that shows No Wear and 100% reliable.

Future growth of its use flags it as an idea likely to wear.

Recommend as it becomes more utilized that it is routinely checked for wear and efficiency.

*applies to all current and future systems inc non systems.

High Use Warning Current as No Test Data.

(confirmed 100%.)cropped-img_0142.jpg

Attributes of the Match Bearer



“The Attributes of the Match Bearer.”

These are the ones who sit in front of me right now and who are reading this message.

There are two areas of concern that you come in with [arrive on the planet]. There are two sets of questions you carry as you sit in the chairs. The first set of questions are all about yourself, as they should be. You ask, “How I can get from A to B and become better at what I’m here for? How I can live longer?” You might ask, “How I can eliminate drama in my life? How I can be healthier?” The second part is, “What am I doing for the planet?” These questions aren’t really something that come in pairs. The second one requires a confluence of energy for old souls who want to know how they can stay longer and do the work that they came for. If you would interview everyone here in the chairs, they would have a different answer for what their work is about. But they wouldn’t be here if they had not asked the second question.

So we’re going to be quite generic and yet fairly specific. We’re going to give you concepts that you haven’t thought of – the reason you are here, old soul. Right now, especially now, the reason you are here is to hold light in dark places. You’re not here to try to evangelize or change any other Human Being to what you believe, for belief is not the issue. The vibration of the planet is the issue. It can only be changed with a consciousness that is pure. It’s not just in what you believe. It is in the being and not the doing. It is being light, for as you walk around with illumination, you change that which is dark.

You might say that you take the new energy where the old energy used to be, and that changes everything around you. That is your entire purpose. So we’re going to be specific here in a moment. We’re going from the big to the little, and the first is this metaphor, even before I start the teaching. Again, dear ones, for the ones in the room and for the ones specifically who are reading this message right now, I see you.

One of the attributes of God is that there is no time. If you are listening at this moment to this recording, or reading this message anywhere, it’s the now. That is how time is for me. It is not just for the souls in front of me, for those old souls in front of me here are in a three-dimensional state on a linear track of time. It’s critical for them to live their lives in a succinct way. But not me. So the potential of your ears hearing this was known to me as something you might do. I know you’re here. I know you’re listening and reading. This may be hard for you to understand, since you might say, “If God cannot tell the future,” you might say, “then Kryon, how did you know I would be listening or reading?” That answer is easy because the potential of your doing so was so strong, I knew you’d do it.

I sit in front of a group of approximately 100 souls. Now, I knew when they made their decision to come. I knew the potentials of them finding out about the meeting. I knew even those who found out yesterday. I knew. For the potentials of this energy is what is in the quantum soup that I have spoken about so often. Not the future, but the potentials. This allows us to bring forward an entourage that is then complimentary of those who sit in the chairs, of the old souls and their lives, of their lessons. It even drives the subject of the channels. We wait for you to come and sit before us, dear ones, way before we really know what we’re going to say and what we’re going to do. So I know you and I thank you for being here. This is your time on the planet.

The Light and Dark Metaphor

Let us begin the teaching. The metaphor has been given over and over. Imagine that there is a room full of entities called humanity who walk around in darkness. So the metaphor here is spiritual darkness. The Humans don’t know who they are or why they are. They have no concept that they are part of the creative energy of God. They follow whatever is given to them and whatever doctrines they learn about when they are young. They find God in whatever corner they can. Some find God profoundly, and some do not. Many go through the motions and never understand any more than the motions.

Seemingly in the dark, they often bump into one another. Some of them bump into another and become angry… a war starts. That’s what happens in the dark when you can’t really see what’s going on apart from what you know about yourself. Therefore, what is always going on is apart from you and is always a mystery. Therefore, there is drama. Therefore, there is conspiracy and mistrust. Being in the dark creates war. Being in the dark creates separation and hatred. Being in the dark creates fear and anxiety.

But now, as the metaphor continues, there is one in the darkness who knows who they are. You might say that the attribute of this person is our Match Bearer. This person bears with them the ability to create light. Small as it might be, this person has a match. In a fully darkened room, one lit match is interesting, for it creates light enough to see dimly for everyone, so that one Match Bearer in that darkened room, on their own, decides to light it. The reason? It’s to study their own spirituality, their own self-worth, to light their match to see themselves better.

So they light it for themselves so that they can take the hand of the Higher-Self and discover who they are. Therefore, they light their match. And in the process of lighting that match, they illuminate (very dimly) the rest of the room. Suddenly, Humans can see one another and they like it! They see family! Fear starts to go away. Understanding what is next to you creates understanding and peacefulness. There’s less distrust. Some actually look for where the light has come from. Many don’t.

The attribute of the light of the Match Bearer is similar to the lighthouse that stands by the sea, which we have given you before. The lighthouse stands alone, all by itself. It shines a light that others may or may not see, that steers them into safe harbors by their own choice, since they have the rudder of choice on their own ship of life. The Match Bearer is sitting with the match, has illuminated it for themselves, yet it affects all around them in a positive way.

The Match Bearer says nothing. Those around this person may not know his/her name. They may not even know she has lit a match! All they know is they can now see! Some of them start looking for the match in themselves and they begin to slowly light their own matches, and the room becomes brighter. The brighter the room becomes, the more is seen and is not a mystery, and the further a Human Being can see past themselves and their immediate family, the more understanding there is, the more peace there is. This is the attribute of the planet as we see it right now.

We have made the statement over and over that less than one half of one percent of the planet must strike the match for there to be peace on Earth. Now you know the reasoning behind that. It means that there could be Human Beings all over the planet who never strike a match, who don’t believe anything that you believe, yet they still participate. They participate in your light.

This is difficult, perhaps, for you to grasp – how one small match would make a difference. But it does. So in this room and listening to me now and reading these words are Match Bearers. How do I know that? Because I know you. Oh, human being. There are warriors in this room; there are stories that would make your hair stand on end. There are heroic actions and joy. There is sorrow beyond belief; there is gratitude. Everything that you can imagine has ever happened to a Human on the planet is here right now. Some of the greatest dramas ever presented on Earth, you participated in. Some of the most heroic actions any Human Being can do for another, you’ve done. Some of the suffering that never should have occurred on the planet, you’ve experienced. Some of the greatest celebrations that the planet has ever seen were about you.

The Variety of the Old Soul Energy

There are men here who have given birth! This is because their gender is different today than it was then. There are women who have worn the battle armor because their gender was different when they wore it. Old souls take turns, you know? Here is something I’m going to tell you now, and I want you to listen because this is a concept you don’t think of often. Humans tend to stay in family groups for a very, very long time through many incarnations. They stay in cultures for a very, very long time as well. Oh, you may move around once you’re born, but you can’t change your blood, can you? You can’t change where you came from no matter where you move to, can you? You may sit in a chair today in America but it can’t change where you’re born. So what I want to talk about is outside the purview of three dimensions. This means it’s outside of your understanding of the way things work, or how you think about your ancestors, relatives, and ancestry in general. It’s different than you perceive how things work. So now we’re going to talk about your parents, your grandparents, and their parents. We’ll go back 100 years or more.

The Timing of the Shift

My partner spoke today of fractal time. He gave you examples of how time is actually in a circle that makes no sense in three dimensions as you perceive it. But it is the way of things in a multidimensional world [using the word quantum to mean that]. Your own science is starting to understand and participate in the belief that time may very well be in a circle and may have what they would call fractals or a predictable cycle of potential influence that occurs on a regular path as you transverse the circle of time. These potentials can be computed, and so they sit there even without those to give them an esoteric prediction, those who have the calendars of old. The calendars reflect the cycle of time.

We have discussed with you that the Mayans had a system in their observatories besides pure astronomy. Like many of the ancients, they used their intuition to develop systems around the calendar that were the esoteric [spiritual] of the study of time fractals and predictions of potentials used even today. We told you that you are in a 36-year window representing the precession of the equinoxes, the center of that time window, which is 2012. We told you this 36-year event is what you have called the 2012 Galactic Alignment energy, and also what you have called The Great Shift. If this is so, this means it was predictable – and many predicted it. Also, if this is so, it means it was expected, and the potentials of the expectations are upon you now.

A Quantum Meeting of Your Own Ancestors

Let me take you to the other side of the veil where there is no time. Remember, we are not in linear 3D on my side. We are in a multidimensional state, which we often call a quantum state, using still another metaphor of real physics that means, “outside of 3D.” On the other side of the veil, I want to tell you about meetings that have taken place and are still taking place. When there is no time, there are only potentials. When there are only potentials, even the past, present, and the now are blurred to you. They are blurred because you have a 3D filter. The future is not known, but the potentials of what you might do are and the strength of the potentials are generated by your consciousness and what happens today, yesterday, and tomorrow.

Come with me to the meeting of your parents and grandparents, for they represent souls just like yours. Like you, they are a piece of the God Creator. Even if they never awakened to examine that fact while on Earth, they are NOT on Earth for this meeting. Let’s go to this meeting where they are, even now, right now.

“Wait a minute, Kryon! My parents are still alive. They can’t be in a meeting on the other side of the veil.” For us, they’re still in that meeting, because part of your soul energy is on the other side of the veil all the time, dear one. What do you think your Higher-Self is? It is the energy of your own personal, angelic form. The metaphor we like to give is that one foot is on the other side of the veil all the time, and one foot is in 3D. The entire duality issue and the test of your life is to open the door and see that, and to take the hand of that which is your Higher-Self. Your Higher-Self has been the same Higher-Self every single time you’ve been on Earth, the same one occupying the different Human bodies of your many incarnations. There is a commonality through the ages. Do you see it now? No matter how many past lives you’ve had, no matter what you’ve done, no matter where you’ve been, the same Higher-Self is there. It’s your core. Now, do you start to understand why you would want to connect with it?

Birth of the Match Bearer

Come to this meeting with me, metaphorically, and watch. Your grandparents are there, too. They are looking at everything with the mind of God, which is theirs while they are in the meeting. They’re not in 3D; they’re in that perfect place, which the Creator energy represents beyond anything you can imagine. Although there is no individuality or singularity with the parts of God, and although these in the meeting are part of a collective quantum group, the essence of the potential of who they’ve been and who they will be are still represented there. I don’t ask you to understand this. I just ask you to see it with me. All their past lives are there with them.

Now, in what you call your past, I’m going to tell you what they said:

“We’re coming into the planet. We’re going to be there in a lower energy, and we will try to shine as much light as we can, but it may not be much. We might never awaken,” they’re saying. “Because it’s not time,” they’re saying. “But we see the potential of the Galactic Alignment looming. We see the 36-year window is coming. We may not even be alive.” they say. But they are planning on coming anyway. They are old souls and have something to do: Plant seeds.

“So, why are they coming to the planet while there is an old energy?” you might ask. Here is the answer: They’re coming to the planet – your grandparents, all four of them – so they can give birth to your mom and dad. Now, your mom and dad are also in the meeting as well – and by the way, so are you! So are your children. Do you understand this? You are all part of the collective and parts of you never leave it, even though you are here, walking on Earth. Within that quantum meeting, there is no linear time, only potentials of time. This is tough for a linear thinker to grasp.

Listen: Your grandparents, parents, and you are agreeing as your ancestors speak: “We are going to go through this so the timing is proper that our children will be born in the shift.”They know what the potentials are and they need to make certain that it is YOU who arrived during this time. I could go back even further than your grandparents.

If it’s true that the timing of the shift is known in advance, since it is part of Gaia, and also the cycles of the earth, then it’s a system and not random. This means the planning of the potentials of the souls who occupy your ancestors, as well as you and your children, line up perfectly so that your cellular structure has the bloodline it does and the Akashic records it has. Did you ever think of this? You might even start to realize that you may actually be “old soul specialists,” here at the perfect time.

Let’s again talk of your parents, as we have done before. They may say, “We’re going to come to the planet, meet each other, and give birth to this soul, an old soul [many incarnations on the earth], one of the oldest souls possible, even older souls than our ourselves. We may never awaken. But this is our chore to go into the planet. We can’t hold much light. We may even criticize those we birth. We may even throw them out of the family! We may even abuse them. The old energy may completely hide all of this current divine intent from us, but that’s why we’re going, so that our children will be the ones with the wisdom of the potential of an awakening. They will be The Match Bearers.”

Now, we stop to remind you that there is no predestination. So again, this is a planning meeting of potentials, not contracts. However, Human Beings incarnate into karmic groups, so the attraction and synchronicity often plays out to enhance the overwhelming chances that they will indeed meet each other and come together to birth you.

The Match Bearers, as in the metaphor above, are the ones born in this time who can metaphorically light a match in the old energy darkness and illuminate the planet. Did you ever think of that? Your parents came together on purpose. Oh, I know you’re going to say, “Wait a minute, Kryon, you don’t know my parents. I don’t think they have that consciousness in them.” Maybe not on this side of the veil, dear ones, but do you understand what I’m saying? With the mind of God, they came in saying, “We probably won’t wake up. We won’t remember this planning session or even believe it was possible. The old energy will keep us from seeing. But we’re going to have a child that’s a Match Bearer, a very old incarnate soul on this planet. That’s why we’re here.”

That’s why your grandparents came in and their grandparents came in as they did. The lineage is there for you to see. The potentials are there to see, and you sit in the chair today listening to this channelling because it all worked together, and here you are, Match Bearer.

Attributes of the Match Bearer

Let’s talk about the match that you hold, dear one. I’m speaking to the match bearers who are here, who are reading. Wherever you create light, in any situation through your own individual actions, the energy you create changes the energy of Gaia where you walk. It changes that which is quantum around you. The whole earth knows you. If you awaken, the whole earth knows you have done so. Gaia knows you. You walk into the forest alone with the trees, they know you. The animals know you. God knows you. I know you. It’s why you came. It’s what you’re feeling now that brings you here. It’s why you sit in the chairs, and why you came today.

You might say, “What is different about me? What am I feeling in this lifetime? Why is there a feeling that I have to do something?” Well, wake up, Match Bearer, because this is your destiny. With free choice, you will illuminate your life to the point where all around you know who you are, or at least feel your light.

So let me ask you about your family. I’m going to ask you about your immediate family, your blood family. How are you treating them? There are some who will say, “Well, let’s not bring them into this, because I don’t like them very much.” That’s why the drama circles all the time, dear one. You continue, “I do my best, but I don’t like them very much. But I sure am stellar when I go to New Age meetings. I love everybody there, every one of them.” [Laugher] Yes, but I didn’t ask you that. It’s easy to get along with others like you. It’s because you all have a light! No, I’m talking about you alone in the dark, by yourself. I want to know how you’re treating your family.

Let me tell you how the Match Bearer sees family, immediate family. They look past the abuse; they look past the drama; they look and see what has been done for them. They may even say to Spirit, “Mom and Dad, thank you for giving me life and for knowing on the other side of the veil that I can change the planet. Thank you for what you’ve done in that planning session. No matter what the words have been or the slings and arrows and the abuse and the names I’ve been called, I honor you.” Now, is that you?

You come into relationships; you grow; the relationships sometimes change; you stay in them for a long time; they change again. Now, let’s say there’s drama in that relationship. Remember, this is not a blood relative; it’s an elective. Do you think there is a possibility they were in another meeting? This becomes a bit ponderous to think about, doesn’t it? So how do you see these in this relationship? No matter what the words have been, no matter what the actions were, no matter what the betrayals were, no matter what goes on today, the Match Bearer looks at them and says, “This is a creature of God designed to give me lessons and to push me out of the nest. Maybe the lesson is even to give me a kick in the pants so I can have compassion for the rest of humanity. Thank you, God, for them.” That’s what the Match Bearer says. Can you do that?

The Match Bearer has the light of God, and you may say, “Well, you’re just describing Mother Teresa! I’m not sure I can do any of those things. This is a hard call, Kryon, because you really don’t know what happened in my life… what has gone on with those around me and my family.” Oh, yes, I do. You see, I was there. And by the way, so were all the seeming angels you carry around with you. Why didn’t you take their hands when they had them outstretched? I know who’s here! You always want to do it alone, don’t you? You’d better be listening, my partner, because this is for you, too. You always want to do it alone – all that help that’s around you, yet you always want to do it alone. We know who did what to whom. We were there at every step.

The attributes of the pure Match Bearer are to push love. They have tolerance for every single Human Being who they come into contact with. They assume love is present in every situation. They create light.

I want to tell you about dark and light, yet again. If you’ve got a light lit, darkness cannot invade you. How can darkness, which has no energy at all, be around and invade you when you’re holding the light? Darkness, as defined, is the absence of light. Some Lightworkers have a strange 3D concept that says, “I don’t want to go there because the darkness may get me. I’m very careful where I go. I don’t want to go around these people because they have dark energy.” Why don’t you go there and shine your light in their lives, oh courageous one? Are you only going where there is other light? Do doctors go to work and only see doctors?

How do you treat your family? When you go to work, what goes on there? I can hear the verbiage now: “I’ve got the worst boss in the world. This is one who delights in torturing us with tasks that make no sense at all just to make work for us. This boss doesn’t like the New Age because he happens to believe differently, so he makes fun of it.” You don’t think we know this, dear one? Remember, those in charge don’t always have the wisdom to be in charge. Sometimes they’re egomaniacs. Don’t you think we know this? That’s how they got where they are. So, how do you treat them? Do they continue to push your buttons? Do they do things just to irritate you? Or perhaps you just have one who is always depressed? Therefore, you have to walk in the dark energy all the time at work – or is it lighter because of you?

I want to give you the truth, Match Bearer. If you’re holding light, no darkness or dark energy is going to affect you. You’re going to walk into that place, open the door, and do your work. And while you’re there, you are saying: “Thank you, God, I have a job. Thank you, it’s here for now, because wherever I go, I’m going to make a difference.” Some say it’s impossible to make a difference at work. They again say, “You don’t know my work.” Oh, how 3D of you! You don’t know that the light you carry creates tolerance, appreciation, and love? It creates the ability to share and listen with care. It changes the planet. Some of those around you may eventually come to you with their issues and their problems. You might sit and ask, “I wonder why they want to share it with me?” Perhaps it’s because they intuitively see your light; maybe because they see your tolerance; maybe you’re the only one who will listen to them, and in the process, you share love. In the process of them being next to you, you love them. And maybe it’s the only love they’re going to get that day or that week or that month or even that year, dear Match Bearer.

That’s what you do. It’s one Human at a time with another. The earth changes one Human at a time, and that’s why you came. That’s why your parents saw the potentials of it. Everywhere you walk, every situation you’re in, you have a chance to strike the match. The greater your light, the greater the planet’s light. So now, are you still wondering why you came to the planet?

“Kryon, I’m not a healer, nor an author. I’m not a channeller either. I just go to work, come home, do errands, make the beds, then go to work again. What kind of a life is this?” I’ll tell you, dear one, it’s a Match Bearer’s life! Your lineage asked for you to come and for you to walk on the planet and strike the match, go to work, make the beds, do the errands, and come back home again. That’s why you’re here! I don’t want you to diminish that for a moment, since everywhere you go there is more light because of you.

How do you handle fear and anxiety? What pushes your buttons? What makes you worry? Isn’t it about time to conquer that? What’s happening in your body that’s tested you lately? I don’t just talk to those in the chairs. I talk to my partner. I talk to him all the time. He’s just like you. He walks through life just like you. He has some of the same questions you do, yet he’s the channeller! So I talk to all. I am Kryon. I’ve never been a Human Being. I’m always seemingly standing on the outside. I am in charge, if you want to say, of the information that comes through your guides, which comes through your Higher-Self for the energy of the planet. I was not even allowed here until this shift began, because the planet’s energy was not commensurate with the energy of the information that I now teach. I’ll be here a long time, because the potentials are for the energy to stay and grow and be – all because of the Match Bearers.

What irritates you the most? What buttons get pressed the easiest in you? When you watch the news, when you see politics, when you see certain kinds of attitudes, do you get angry? Think of what makes you the angriest. Now, let me ask you, can you see it in tolerance? Well, that’s what the Match Bearer learns to do.

“I hate war,” you might say, “I don’t want anything to do with it. I hate the sorrow that it creates, the heartbreak that it creates. It seems to perpetuate itself.” I’m not asking you to love war. I’m asking you to love the Humans who created it. They’re pieces of God, just like you. Can you look at these things with tolerance and see the parts of them who are loved by God? If you can do that, then you shine light in their life. It doesn’t matter where they are, and they never may know who you are. It’s just like the lighthouse on the rock. How many ships and the captains of the ships have gone to lunch with a lighthouse keeper? The answer is very few of them. But they look for the lighthouse, don’t they? Well, humanity looks for you! It’s intuitive, and even the darkest energy knows about light.

There are Match Bearers everywhere. Everywhere my partner goes, there are auditoriums filled with Match Bearers. That’s why they’re there. They may not know the particulars, but they feel it inside. These are old souls coming together to participate in an event called, “Planting the Seeds of Peace on Earth.” When this 36-year window [The Galactic Alignment] is over, they will have been planted securely and permanently. The potential will unravel itself and unfold itself and there will be more wild-cards for you to see. Wild-card is the term we use to describe actions that are not expected, and that change things on the planet. It is often expressed as countries who have unexpected turns, or dictators who unexpectedly fall. A wild-card is a scenario where humanity starts to put things together instead of tearing them apart.

This is the potential we saw 22 years ago and it is the potential we continue to see today. You’re still on track. Nothing has derailed it and you still have free choice. It’s not a given, and it’s not a set future. Instead, it is the strongest potential that we see in this quantum soup of many potentials – yet we still see it. It is building upon itself, and there is evidence that is manifesting everywhere, and the Match Bearers continue to light their matches.

When we opened this seminar this morning with a short channel, we invited those who would build a wall between me and them through self-doubt, and through skepticism, to let me in for a little while. Now I give you the opportunity to put the wall back. If you came here and you don’t want any part of this metaphysical talk and you’re not ready, then it is your safety net to put the wall back. I know that and I say to you, “Put it back,” because you’re not ready. We are not here to force anything upon you. We don’t want you to leave with an energy you don’t want. This message is for those Match Bearers who feel it is appropriate and timely. But I want to give you a fact: You will never forget what you heard today. There is no “delete” button in the Human brain.

The match doesn’t go away, either. The old soul carries it as long as they need to. Your children will carry it as well. So this is the truth of it, and it is a beautiful plan. Again, less than one half of one percent of this Human population must light the match for all this to take place, and it’s slowly happening. That’s not that many of you. So let the matches be lit this day in whatever degree. Some day you’ll realize that to have a fully lit match, there must be many lit in many places, not just one. That’s why there are so many Lightworkers all around the earth. You’ll never meet them, but you all know each other in a quantum way.

So that is the message of this day for you. For the listener and reader, it is the message of Kryon. It always has been and always will be. It becomes more succinct and clearer as the energy increases and allows for these things to be said and mentioned and taught.

Grateful, I am, as Kryon, to have come this distance to meet the Match Bearers that I always knew would be here. And so it is.

You can listen this channeling message on MP3 here:


Lee Carroll – After graduating with a business and economics degree from California Western University, Lee started a technical audio business in San Diego that flourished for 30 years.  In 1989, Lee began channeling Kryon and sharing the information with the world.  He has now published over 16 metaphysical books with over a million copies in print in twenty-four languages.  He also travels the world giving seminars.  His website is: .